Oh man, I've been there! Clumsy gang unite✊ I lost an autographed football to a similar Starbucks disaster. Hang in there, buddy. Hopefully, the universe repays you with some good karma soon.
Damn... your poem just hit me hard. I'm new to this subreddit and I'm still coming to terms with my own diagnosis. I never thought I'd find solace in a poem, but here we are. Thanks for sharing.