Bateman's not a hero or something to look up to, mate. Yeah, he's a character with outstanding social skills, wealth, and looks, but remember he's in a messed up situation where he isn't happy or satisfied with his life. A man's character is much more than his status or looks.

Feel ya bro. Same shit happened to me a few months back. Told my doc my meds were running out, asshole did nothing. I felt like I was losing it. Stay strong man. Good luck.